enough.

there is something scary, though only momentarily, about the fleeting moments of absolute clarity of thought in my life.
terrifying.
though only momentarily.

maybe scary is the wrong word for this realization, i think as i read this back.

shocking would be better, kinda like finding out a place you would go on a regular basis burned down.

"Huh, no shit."

and then you just go somewhere else.

the clarity itself is whats momentarily off putting.
the realization slightly scary but for the most part, the allure of giving in is far to tempting.

fuck the road less traveled.

lets take a shortcut.
lets cut this short.

in the end maybe theyll say "You have fully earned each sparse,fleeting treasure of your life."

wahh

just for the record i know my screenname is grammatically incorrect.
i needed a new sn in a hurry and i really wanted it to be small brown bike related and got a little frustrated trying to be creative so i cheated.

tough shit.


we actually finished our first Wolve song last night, some of the transitions are still a little wonky drum wise as were doing this on adobe and the drums are digital but this song is amazing.

it should be up in a couple days.

few more days until christmas.
fuck christmas

THE BILLION DOLLAR EDGE

legionsonofdemon (2:19:26 AM): WHEN THE MOVIE COMES OUT

legionsonofdemon (2:19:28 AM): WELL BE LOADED

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:19:39 AM): i'll be so high by then i bet i'll miss the opening

legionsonofdemon (2:19:58 AM): hahah

legionsonofdemon (2:20:04 AM): the first thing im doing with my movie check

legionsonofdemon (2:20:07 AM): is buying your edge

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:20:23 AM): hahahahaaha maaaaaannnnn....

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:20:26 AM): dont do that to me

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:20:31 AM): every man has a prive

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:20:33 AM): price

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:20:36 AM): and mine is really low

legionsonofdemon (2:20:39 AM): i will actually dress

legionsonofdemon (2:20:44 AM): like the million dollaar man

legionsonofdemon (2:20:46 AM): ted dibiase

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:20:49 AM): hahahahaaaaaaa

legionsonofdemon (2:20:53 AM): with my billion dollar check

legionsonofdemon (2:20:55 AM): ill be like

legionsonofdemon (2:20:59 AM): MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHA EVERYONE HAS A PRICE

legionsonofdemon (2:21:01 AM): FOR THE JSS

legionsonofdemon (2:21:06 AM): one billion dollars

legionsonofdemon (2:21:08 AM): drink this beer

legionsonofdemon (2:21:13 AM): SMOKE THIS BONG

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:21:17 AM): i'd drink all the beer

legionsonofdemon (2:21:18 AM): i will do it

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:21:22 AM): and do every bong

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:21:27 AM): on the planet

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:21:33 AM): for a billion dollars

legionsonofdemon (2:21:52 AM): and that

legionsonofdemon (2:22:00 AM): is getting posted in my blog

Xjoshuabelangerx (2:22:03 AM): hahahaha

I have stupid hair.

Thats it
bottom line, my hair is stupid.
its not that its receding a little bit,i can deal with that, shit im 30 for christ sakes.
its these two stupid hair cowlicks or whatever their called that make the hair in the front of my head just grow BACKWARDS when the majority of my hair is growing forwards.
this makes my hair look stupid,always.
i like my hair short but there is no way to do it without this clusterfuck just looking like the bay of pigs of hair.
"So why don't you grow it out a bit?"
Funny you should ask, because my hair is not straight
its not curly either(thank god)
its some weird phase between curly and wavy
but the shit stays straight for a little bit till the bottom then the bottom of the hairs get wavy and shit.
What the fuck is this?
there's nothing i can do,Ive tried straightening it but im lazy and im not buying a straightener or some weird gel shit that costs 40$ a bottle.
So in closing, my hair style
or "The bay of pigs" as i like to call it
is stupid
i have stupid hair.