So accordingto darkhorizons that emily blunt chick is out as black widow in iron man too and now "they" are actively pursuising scarlet Johansson? i dunno, she could probably pull off a russian accent but can she be a bad ass? i dont think shes that good an actor i can get past what shes sort of established herself as in a million other movies.

i dunno, not feeling too great about this movie overall.

i wasnt really excited about the first one till i saw it and it was pretty awesome, but whiplash and crimson dynamo? i mean...who cares? hopefully ill be proven wrong again.

my other dog rusty had a 2 lb tumor removed from his neck chest area yesterday and now hes running around all stitched up with bandages and a small tube hanging out of him so blood and shit can drain, i cant deal with this im losing my mind thinking hes gonna hurt himself.

i suck at this.

goodbye Rosey.

I dont know what to say really about Rosey.

im never going to be able to jot something down thats going to feel like it properly covers how into my fucking dogs i am.

to a further extent im never going to be able to gather up words that i will feel properly convey how fucking wrecked i am right now about my Rosey dying.

We didnt know she was going to pass away before she left to get her eye checked, i would have liked to have said goodbye or something, anything.

its a weekday im supposed to let the dogs on the front lawn and sit on the steps while they wander around in circles and bark at cats and leaves and shit.

Then i get rusty in the house

then i call to Rosey and she ignores me

then i call her again and wave my hand and she will look at me, but not really move.

occasionally shell look away even in the "Fuck you, im old." demeanor that she had honed to a razors edge.

then ill walk down to where she is laying down and ill rub her head and she will get up and walk to the steps and ill follow her and maybe pat her butt if it looks like the steps are a bit much today.

its been cold.

then she will sit down on the porch,and ill have to get her to come into the house and close the door.

George is shook, its really wierd.

whose going to bug me everytime i eat something?

She would put her paw on my leg whenever she wanted attention.

she would poke me to get my attention.

Rosey you were a really good dog and i loved the shit out of you.

ill miss you alot momma.

love you.

enough.

there is something scary, though only momentarily, about the fleeting moments of absolute clarity of thought in my life.
terrifying.
though only momentarily.

maybe scary is the wrong word for this realization, i think as i read this back.

shocking would be better, kinda like finding out a place you would go on a regular basis burned down.

"Huh, no shit."

and then you just go somewhere else.

the clarity itself is whats momentarily off putting.
the realization slightly scary but for the most part, the allure of giving in is far to tempting.

fuck the road less traveled.

lets take a shortcut.
lets cut this short.

in the end maybe theyll say "You have fully earned each sparse,fleeting treasure of your life."

wahh

just for the record i know my screenname is grammatically incorrect.
i needed a new sn in a hurry and i really wanted it to be small brown bike related and got a little frustrated trying to be creative so i cheated.

tough shit.


we actually finished our first Wolve song last night, some of the transitions are still a little wonky drum wise as were doing this on adobe and the drums are digital but this song is amazing.

it should be up in a couple days.

few more days until christmas.
fuck christmas

THE BILLION DOLLAR EDGE

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